well sorry everyone iv been off for a few weeks now been hectic..life has been up and down the past couple of weeks...getting better now though..just when you think things couldnt get any worse or better.
started off last week the mare that shares a fields with my boys was pregnant and the woman that owns her refused to move her so left her in with mine..so my boys got twelve colours of crap kicked out them when she finaly gave birth..so got that sorted...then....i had 12 corns due to hatch... everything was going fine until mymum decided she was going to try be helpful and give the eggs a little spray with water...which ended up with the eggs almost floating so all the babies drowned....was slightly gutted and annoyed but nothing totally unforgivable she was only trying to help ..right??
so anyway college finished up last week everything was great ...got through a whole year without getting in trouble whcih is great as im not really allowed to be in any more trouble...if you catch my drift..so last day packing teh car up with my belongings and i get cheeky messages from someone who i thought was my friend,then she starts textin stephen saying i was cheeting!! and i wasnt!! i studied the whole time i was there !! she was just trying to cause a fight..so things got so bad i was going to clout her..was on a rampage trying to find her when she decided she would go to the team manager...wasnt that bad she let me off with *not doing anything* as long as i never wnent to the end of term ball...fine fair enough was always going to be crap anyway.. lol
so after all that everythings fine again....things get better some more corns hatch!! my royals hatch!! 12 of them and then!!
Monday i go to the doctors....womanly problems..yea?..wrong..turns out my body..the 19 year old body is broke!! im infertile devestated as i want kids!! so anyway not getting into too much details there as no one really cares lol soz..this is sounding like a sob storie..so after the bad news on monday..i get home for my mum to tell me my cat garfield i smissing he never came home on sunday night and he always comes home.!! so i rattle aroound the neighbours doors thinking maybe he got locked in a shed or anything ...by thursday i go around posting up missin posters..get to the petshop to put a poster up and the woman tell s me she is useless.i never quite understood until my my "aunt " comes round the counter and tells me she didnt want to tell me but to go and look under one of the cars for sale at the garage at the end of the street...so i goes round and there he is ,my big ginger tom lying on the ground rain bouncing off him beside a stupid car.He had got knocked down and ran under there and died..my garfield,my baby im really gutted...so friday up at the vet taking posters down getting the dogs their yearly boosters and finaly some good news..our german shephered is pregnant. everytime something crap is happening somethign slightly better is happening as if trying to right itself..so tonight im in cleaning and feeding the reptile room was really chuffed all the royals ate, i got bit, the burm grabbed me, but that was all good and then!!! i had 2 clutched of corn eggs and 1 clutch of AHS ...YAY really chuffed as i wasnt expecting anymore eggs i goe over to the incubator to put them in and theres 2 little african house snakes poking their little heads out and a gecko in its wee tub!!! made my day..to make things even better lol went to clean the rats just there and theres 17 nice baby fancy rats i had put my female hooded to my aunts hairless so will be interesting if any stay nude
so sorry bout the waste of space but my heads been in the clouds just thought i should get that off my chest sorry again..feel a little better now...im goign to have puppies

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that story nearly made me cry at the mid way. But it goes to show, things can only get better. R.I.P mr cat. congrats on the new babies and goodluck. all i can say really, stuck for words (a first!)

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oooooohhhhhhh Klair hun, im sooooooooo sorry for all thats happened. I totally understand if you dont want to talk about it but are the doctors POSITIVE u are infertile or are there things that they could do??? And people DO care hun, just a lot of the time people arnt sure what to say in case they say the wrong thing and upset the person more.... There would still be options open to you even if u cant have your own and who knows the docs may be wrong and then prob solved!! lol

As for your cat i also know how u feel there cos ive been missing three of mine since aug last yr and still have no idea where they are.....

If you wanna chat more hun let me know

Take care
all my love
Debi

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2 dogs
3 cats
1 parrot
1 tarantula
1 rabbit
1 baby praying mantid

thanks yes they ran tests..all that jazz i dont ovulate or something im only young still 19.IVf surogacy and adoption are options but maybe later on...not the now..im concentrating on my babies for now..would be nice though ah well..thanks might take you up on it debi

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Wow..really sorry for all your bad news and congrats on all your good news
Keep your chin up.

I dont want to put this in a way that comes across insensitive....I dont think having children is the be all and end all of life......I have four (i know easy for me to say).....I had my first when iI was 19 and of course love them all dearly but as I have got older my eldest is now 11.....I know people or see people who have no children and have really full and interesting lives.
It sounds like (i know I dont know you) you are living your life to the full . Full time education.....breeding all these reps.....horses and the rest I bet. And only 19!!!!
Basicaly what I am trying to say is keep focus and keep doing what you are doing now..you will get through the bad times.

I wish I was more like you when I was your age

Hope you can see what I mean.......I understand it is a personnal thing.
Harriet

sooo sorry to hear about all your bad news!! but at least theres good stuff come of it as well eh?
really hope you get some more good stuff happening to balance out the good doll! keep soldiering on!

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