R.I.P Gizmo

[Drayvan]

A tribute to my 7 year old moggie found dead on our driveway last night

My little girl you left us too soon, i just wish i knew what happened to you look after all the other animals we have lost that are up there with you and i will see you on the otherside. Nothing can fill the hole you have left behind. Sweet dreams sweetheart. We will never forget you, love and miss you always.

[geckocrazy14]

Oooh no . I love cats, how heartbreaking! Sorry for your loss </3

[Drayvan]

Thankyou, still cant come to terms with it, iv not lived with my parents for a year and had to leave her behind with them, cant help but think i should of been there for her, went out to find her when she didnt come for her dinner I hope she didnt suffer and the person who killed her feels very guillty. I just cant belive my beautiful, silly ball of fluff has gone

[geckocrazy14]

Oooh , somebody killed her!? Do you think you know what happened then? It's human nature to blame yourself in times of bereavement. </3

[Drayvan]

Yeh, its most likely she was hit by a car :s the people on our road drive way too fast, its a dead end too, its just not necessary...my special little girl is dead so that some inconsiderate person could get home 30 seconds faster than they would of had they driven at a speed where she would have seen the car.

Not only that but she had to then drag herself all the way into our driveway hopeing someone would help her. and its killing me that i wasnt there to find her.
My dad feels so guilty about not looking for her when she didnt come, but she always liked her freedom. i just wish i had been there, i always looked for her even though i knew she would be fine, its so sad that i wasnt there the one time she really needed me to find her, even if she couldnt be saved, she didnt deserve to die alone outside in the cold :'(

[geckocrazy14]

Unless the people who hit her brought her home? :/ sad story, worse that you don't know what really happened

[Drayvan]

Maybe, id like to think that they had done, but no-one knocked on the door :s maybe they couldnt face telling us, im sure it was distressing for them too had they done that so i can understand thwm not wanting to talk to us directly if she had already gone

[geckocrazy14]

Was she not wrapped up in a blanket or anything? Poor little baby!

[Drayvan]

nope, just lying on the driveway