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Hi All,
Im sorry but I have started this thread because i am feeling really low at the moment and i need to express how i feel before i go mad.
A couple of weeks ago I had a really crappy week, i wont explain everything that happened but something horrible hapened to me everyday that week. It was the Tuesday which most affected me - as some of you may know i had to have one of my dogs put down, im still finding it hard to come to terms with this because it was my fault he was put down.
He bit me which resulted in me having 5 stitches in my lip n cheek as he bit through my muscle, and i know to some people it may sound stupid me saying it was my fault but if i had just got changed instead of staying down stairs with him it would never have happened.
I then had a job interview and couldnt find the building (later found out there actually was no job interview and it had all been a mistake.)
So as you can imagen at this point im kinda at my wits end.
I then get a tempin job for the nhs who offer me a permanent position ut after a week they decide that im not suited for the job so im back to temping but havent been payed for the last month as they have messed up my pay.
Im finding it so hard to cope now, i get so tired cos im so upset n stressed and i really do try to stay busy but it doesnt help.
I know to alot of you this probably sounds very petty in comparison to your problems but to me it is affecting me alot.
Sorry i have started such a depressing thread but i didnt know what else to do.
x
Im sorry but I have started this thread because i am feeling really low at the moment and i need to express how i feel before i go mad.
A couple of weeks ago I had a really crappy week, i wont explain everything that happened but something horrible hapened to me everyday that week. It was the Tuesday which most affected me - as some of you may know i had to have one of my dogs put down, im still finding it hard to come to terms with this because it was my fault he was put down.
He bit me which resulted in me having 5 stitches in my lip n cheek as he bit through my muscle, and i know to some people it may sound stupid me saying it was my fault but if i had just got changed instead of staying down stairs with him it would never have happened.
I then had a job interview and couldnt find the building (later found out there actually was no job interview and it had all been a mistake.)
So as you can imagen at this point im kinda at my wits end.
I then get a tempin job for the nhs who offer me a permanent position ut after a week they decide that im not suited for the job so im back to temping but havent been payed for the last month as they have messed up my pay.
Im finding it so hard to cope now, i get so tired cos im so upset n stressed and i really do try to stay busy but it doesnt help.
I know to alot of you this probably sounds very petty in comparison to your problems but to me it is affecting me alot.
Sorry i have started such a depressing thread but i didnt know what else to do.
x